Poems!

The other day I was in my Creative Writing class where we were asked to give an emotion human qualities. Like Jealousy, honor, rage, etc. Well I chose to do honor and wanted to share it with you guys.

Honor tread through the footsteps his anceastors left behind. Always knowing whats right and wrong and uplifting those around him. When the battle sound calls he is the first to step up and last to leave it behind. And when death knocks on his door he lets him in like an old friend. He never lets a shoulder die in vain, making people realize what they gave up for us. He knows his past and stands proudly in front of it never surrending until his destiny is fulfilled. He cries tears of joy and sometimes dread for those who die around him. He lingers in hearts and minds of many as they follow in his lead. Honor is the one that solders fight to always be.

Another Poem would be:

You'll Always Love Me

I listen to you as you called me near
I sad down and shed a tear
I wiped it aways as you lifted your hand
But I slapped it aways, You don't understand
You looked at me with defeat in your eye
but you promised we'd talk that you wouldnt lie
So I quietly settled down to see what you'd say
And quite frankly you took my breath away
You told me you've been thinking about us alot
And you told me how lonely you've been sense we fought.
you smiled at me with tears on your cheeks
And you told me you're sorry for the last few weeks.
You told me I am special and that you've missed me so
and the reason you told me is because you want me to know
That you promise to change so we can try to work it out
BecauseI mean a lot more to you then you can tell me about
You told me how you've been blind to what you feel
And when you opened your eyes the pain was unreal
So you took me in your arms and your told me to see
That forever and alway you'll always love me.

One more I promise:

A Battlefield

The battle sound calls
I stare across the field
Memories scatter under my feet
The love, the pain, all so real

You peer back at me
Your lying eyes decieve
You press your words to draw me in
But I wont, steadfast I plant my feet

Guns and canons burst around us
But fire as well we dont
As much as my heart wants to give in
I promise myself I want.

I know you're not worth it
I thought you were my friend
but this just goes to show you
A war is hard to end

Dec. 5 Plane Crash 2010

It started out as a perfectly normal Fast Sunday. Get up, get ready for church, go to church, and then off to choir for the Christmas Program. By the time I finally got home is was about 5:30. Kaitlyn had come home early to get dinner ready while we were at choir so when we came home, we started to eat. We were talking, and laughing, and discussing things that happened that Sunday when all of a sudden. It went pitch black. I am not kidding it was so dark, I couldnt see my hand in front of my face. It reminded me of being in Mt. Timp Caves. Right after the power went out we heard this "Ta Ta Ta" it was like something was hitting the ground really hard, and then this lightning like light flashing outside. We were dead silent. Not a house light, or street light were on. Nothing was, and with the fog it proved to be quite an eery scene. We finally got up and got a propane lamp so we can finish our dinner. We heard sirens coming down the road and decided when we were done we would go see what all the comotion was about.
We finished our dinner and hauled into the Suburban with Rudy and drove down the street. It was about a block and a half from my house where the chaos was. We stopped and asked this guy what had happened, He kinda was hesitant but he finally got out "It was another plane crash" I was struck dumb. "What? are you serious" was what was pulsing through my mind. So we went and parked in the church parking lot and headed to where the scene was. This is what we found.



There were 4 different Fire Trucks there as well as Police Vehicle. I was somewhat stunned, but quickly came to the relization that this is what I would see if I wanted to be a cop. So I calmed myself down "They know what there doing." We got there just as they brought the Pilot out on a stretcher. from acrossed the street we could see he was badly burned and he was trembling. The news sad, yesterday, is in critical yet stable condition with 2nd and 3rd degree burns to his hand, arms and face. He apparently tried to make a landing but the fog was really thick and he came in at an angle. Hitting the powerlines and landing at the trees. They still havent said the cause of the crash, but I belieive he missed judged. He was too close to the airstrip.
After that we went to grandmas to watch the news and get warm. We decided we'd sleep at our house anyway. We got home and the power came back on about 11 pm.
The next day I went for a walk to take some pictures of the airplane and the damage, here is what I saw.




I realized after seeing this that life can change in a blink of an eye. I hope that the pilot recovers, which I believe he will. Someone was watching over him and still is. I pray for those families that houses got ruined.

Ride Along

This last Saturday, I got to go on a ridealong with Officer Hawkworth. I had so much fun! It was so awesome! We did a little of everything, i do say myself. First we did some traffic stops. He let me be in charge of the Radar Gun and I caught my first speeder! He was going 40mph in a 25mph zone! We issued some fix it tickets and expired regisitrations. We almost got ran off the road and we pulled that guy over too. We talked about all kinds of things and went and met some of the other cops at the cash station. He told me about why he wanted to be a cop and some of the things he does to deal with the emotion part of being a police officer. All in all he said it was awesome. Some of the pictures I have uploaded are ones that i took at the accident we went too. No one was extremely injured but it was quite an adrenline rush running red lights, speeding, and having lights an siren. I defiently want to do that again. I felt like I belonged in that police car. I picked up on some of the lingo and codes they use over radio...I think someone is trying to tell me something....

The little Things

The little things, thats what makes life worth living right? They are the things that help to make memories and to expound on new discoveries. But they are also the things that people blow out of porproting right? They are the things that people get upset over and the things that make people do things and say things that otherwise wouldnt ever live their mouths. The ruin relationships and make smiling a difficult task.
I for one have had plenty of things like this happen. Things that I wish I could take back, or things that I shouldnt even have cared about in the first place. I could have just shunned them to the back of my mind and went on with my life, but that wouldnt have solved anything. I have gotten in trouble with little things said as well. Things that were stupidity in my opinion. Things that shouldnt even have crossed there minds, but it didnt stop them. I get in trouble for everything.
But as many times as I get in trouble or feel down on myself due to this "little things" there are always those that pick me up. The fact that a boy texted me, or that today its sunny. Days when I feel like I look pretty when I look in the mirror, or days when I get to have a sweet treat. Days when I get complemented or told I am special. Those are the things that I live for. The things that help me to make life more pleasant and more enjoyable. Those are the things that help me keep going...

Stress/Harry Potter

Well, let me just say how stressed out I am! I hate when teachers get your assignments, but they never put them in. It makes your grade suck! Recently I went and got some dental work done, a cavity filled, and one of my teachers, Mr. Lee, told me to take the assignment with me and to turn it in next time. Well those who knwo me, knew I was right on top of it. After the dentist I went home, did the assignment and waited till Thursday to turn it in. It has been almost a week and a half and he still has yet to turn it in. I have a C! That is not acceptable! So I sent him and email to look for it and get it in because I know I turned it in! My next class is spanish. I went and got braces last Tuesday so I missed that class. Well I have a missing assignment, that again I turned in! I sent him and email too. It stresses me out how teachers do that. It is very important to me to get good grades, thats one thing I have on top, and if my dad sees those grades, I am dead! So instead of giving up and digging my grave, I will badger them until they get in the paper! Ugh!
Anyway, you may have noticed my new blogger background! Well its in honor of the new movie and my undying love for the wizard! May he live on!

Aww...isnt Fall Weather Fantastic

So, we have had a pretty warm September and beginning of October. I was even taking my dog out to run around, I think just last week I did. The weather was cool and yet still warm. I would go run with him. I would unhook his leash and take off my flip flops and just start running. I felt so awesome! I ran as fast as my legs could take me, running away from reality, from my problems, from everything yet it was only for a moment. I tried not to think about when I would stop I just ran. When I would finally stop my lungs felt like they were going to explode, and everything ached. But it felt good. It was a good ache that I started to crave.
Now I cant do that though, the weather decided to change from the unusal warmness to the original cold, almost wintery feel that we always have about this time of year. On Saturday, it poured it was funny I was with Ariel and I would look out the window and I would tell her "Are you sure were in Utah" It never rained like this in Utah. In south Dakota yea, but Utah? It was stormy the rest of the weekend and into the beginning of the week. this moring I woke up and saw white stuff on our roofs! And apparently we have some snow on the radar for later tonight...yea isnt this gonna be exciting.
So to some things that are going on. My grandpa came home after being in "Crestwood" for 100 days following a stroke. He has defiently came along way, and I have defiently witnessed a miracle. He came from being paralyzed on one side of his body and not being able to move his leg at all, to walking! on his own! It was a miracle! The Saturday following his arrival home we had our annual "Pumpkin Carving" which in my opinion was a perfect way to welcome Grandpa home. It rained super hard, but we went in the barn. It just made a lot more memories in my opinion. I carved a dog! Big Surpise Right! Haha anyway. Like I said I will try to update my blog as often as possible! Love ya'll

Roy High Royals

Wow, its defeintly been along time since I got on my wonderful blog. Thats okay though, I hope I can be forgiven. Things are going well, I guess I could say. I am starting to get going in school though its been awhile since school actually started. For those who dont know I am currently attending Roy High School. Its an enormous school, especially compared to old Madison High School. I am starting to get into the routine of school again and socializing. I have made quite a few friends. There's Taylor, she is 16, and I have to say she is pretty awesome. We eat together and soon were gonna hang out and stuff. She says all the time that its weird that she has a friend thats a girl. She says she doesnt like girls much, so I guess I am pretty special. I have that little spark that Hannah Bananana said that I had. Lol. Jeff is pretty awesome too. He is a senior and he always makes me laugh. Then of course their is others like Stephanie, Jaci, and Jesse. I have also got back in touch with some of my very old friends who live here in Utah. Like Daniel and Dustin. Anyway. Right now I am sitting in Multimedia passin the hour that I have left since I finished my website last time in class. yes, I am an over acheiver. But I always think its good to shoot for higher than you are ya know? Anyway. I will try to write more frequently. Happy October!